Friends that we often forget... I find for my case....that in many situations...i tend to forget the friends that i have.

I know it sounds weird...but in pursuing a life that i think is ideal for me....in looking out for other people...i disregard those that are already around me...who truly does care about me...i guess in a way, i've taken many of them for granted and i believe i will still continue to do so....so in a way this serves as a reminder to me.

It's been quite a rough patch that i've gone through...and i guess i'm still going through. Healing takes time...and it is a painful process...

Many times, i've figured that i should be able to rough it out on my own, that i shouldn't burden others with my worries. Even now, a lot of times i think that that's true...Although i know its wrong, it's just a fact of life for me...its just how i live my life. There are a lot of things which i keep to myself...as i think that if i've exposed too much, i become very vulnerable. But please don't let this be a hindrance to you. If you find me in a difficult situation, ask the right questions and i'll probably provide the right answers...

To the many friends that i've forgotten, thank you for being there and caring for me. Some read this, others don't..my apologies for that. It's truly difficult to express my sincerest gratitude to you for honestly standing by me, standing in my shadows perhaps (reminds me of the song wind beneath my wings)..and i truly feel sorry that i've disregarded u at times...i'm truly grateful for all of your concerns and i apologise for making you worried. I'm really thankful for all of you being there..providing your support, it's truly quite hard for me to express in words.....but i think you know who you are...

Thank you once again...
may we be friends forever...

Kelvin  ¶ 9:54 PM