Saturday, September 24, 2005

I am

I am the boy who caused you so much pain 21 years ago
I am the boy who always envied his bro because of his toys
I am the boy who hid in the large monsoon drain cutting his nails while he was waiting for the bus..becuase he was ashamed
I am the boy who played doctors and patients with the girl next door
I am the boy who always became the patient
I am the boy who took the same girl out for a bicycle ride and ended up crashing
I am the boy who scarred half his face becuase of that crash
I am the boy who lost your valuable toy cars..and am still sorry for it

I am the boy who sent you marching down to the headmaster's office while he was only seven
I am the boy who stood by the door silently while you were whipped by the headmaster
I am the boy who bore stripes on his legs on an almost daily basis
I am the boy who never learnt and thus got more stripes...both of us did
I am the boy who got chased out of the house
I am the boy who felt homesick he called home everyday
I am the boy who soothed you while you sleep..continuously patting you on the back
I am the boy who wasn't head prefect becuase i couldn't say the doa (i could)
I am the boy who saved your life..and almost drowned in the process
I am the boy who planned for a party...and was sad because only half turned up
I am the boy who scored a goal.

I am the boy who cried while we fought...not because of pain..but becuase of emotional pain
I am the boy who teared when he watched cartoons
I am the boy who joined band because his mother challenged him to and the dm looked real cool
I am the boy who wanted to be DM
I am the boy who became DM, and conductor, and tbone section leader, and...
I am the boy who made you cry while interviewing you
I am the boy who called you up the next day...to make sure you were okay
I am the boy who fell off the stage...and broke a tooth
I am the boy who got his nose whacked by the mace..and now have a crooked nose
I am the boy who got injured by the mace...many many times...including a dislocated thumb
I am the boy..who called the mace my gf...and had to share her with two others
I am the boy who scolded all of you though i never meant to
I am the boy who had such great pals and members...that we made it to the top
I am the boy who upon clearing his debts...spent 5000 the next day
I am the boy who was to shy to sing in public
I am the boy who shivered everytime he stood in front of the public and debated
I am the boy who can never play sports
I am the boy who had a mask on all the time

I am the guy they called a robot..emotionless
I am the guy who still enjoys the simple things in life....a beautiful sunset, the smell of fresh rain, a simple meal with family and friends
I am the guy who had many secrets....and will still have many secrets
I am the guy who fell for you
I am the guy who let you down
I am the guy who started the concert
I am the guy who still drops by school once in a while
I am the guy whose heart bleeds for the band in its current state
I am the guy who has many friends but doesn't realise it

but ultimately
i am the guy who is your friend and
i am the guy who wil be there...when you need help...or when you feel lonely...or when you need someone to lean on....i am your friend..that means you, you and you..

1 comment:

  1. I am the person who leaves her comments here.. kekeke
    I am the person who has also caught the AYAM (I AM) fever..
    darn it... kekekke..

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